janelle studdard

12:28 am every night so far,  I’ve cried. I know that it won’t do any good, but I can’t help it. I miss my grandmother.  I’ve missed her ever since dementia took over her life back in 2004-ish.  It hurts. Tonight was especially hard because when my mom and I arrived, she was running a…

12:07 am Went to the hospital with mom and Kenny today. Grandma is still the same. Her hemoglobin was a little low, and one of the doctors asked my mom (who was on the edge of hysteria) whether or not she wanted to do a blood transfusion- to which she immediately said ‘no’. Grandma’s friend…